College...

Blegh, I got accepted on Wednesday, went down to the college by Friday and was enrolled in classes/housing by Saturday. I am officially a student at USI.

My girlfriend is pissed/sad. I'm sad...'cause I had no idea how fast this would go. So with little warning I'm gone and who knows what will happen to our relationship, hopefully it won't be as bad as when she went to the academy.

So, if it's meant to be, it's meant to be.

I always tend to mess things up, my luck sucks! Seems everything I do falls through and all my plans end up breaking. Shoot, now I just expect my plans/what I want to go in the opposite direction >_>

Matt...

I loathe this rancid sack of pigshit. Not only is he a pathetic and wasted human being but he's also horribly spoiled and arrogant. He plays off as being a communist, when he doesn't even follow communism correctly as he's a power hungry self serving son of a bitch.

I imagine, if I go back to my psychology skills I can tear his insignificant and vapid mind apart to find what makes him tick.

#1: His daddy is very successful, Matt isn't. Thus he probably feels the need to make less of his fathers accomplishments, after all, Matt has no talents, no skills, he's not even above average in intelligence. He hates his father for showing him up, and as such he turns his father into a villain, yet...Takes his money whenever possible. Maybe that's where the communism comes in, he's a self serving communist and demands others gains.

#2: He is indeed a self serving "communist", he probably doesn't have enough money to go to Europe, to go to Acen, to go to a restaurant, but you know who does? My older brother, who works for a living and is too kind to ever, ever, ever, say no to anyone. Hell, he's never worked a real, full, day in his life, and the only "Job" he's ever had was for his fathers company. He got a job working at a grocery store once...stocking fruit and such, quit after the first day because it was too "Hard". He's a fucking pussy, who takes advantage of those who are too kind to fight back, he expects people to pay hisway, even for expensive plane tickets to Europe and then he never pays them back.

#3: He is a liar, tried and true, I doubt you can get a word of honesty out of this sack of shit. He acts kind to everyone, but unless you pay his way he doesn't actually like you. He only likes you if you can be used, whether you're a girl through sex, or a guy through money/other benefits.

#4: His power hoarding goes against the basic principles of communism, all he wants is to use the communist college kids for his "revolution" he thinks he deserves to lead, and he's been trying to get involved into Government jobs/positions of power for years. He started by signing up for ROTC, he assumed if he got in he could gain rank in the military to gain his power and his control. Army did a psych screen on him and declared him "Mentally Unfit" for the military, which more or less is a various combination of things. Specifically: Depression "you're likely to kill yourself and possibly others in your platoon", Extreme Violance "You're likely to kill civilians for fun and abuse people", Fantacism "Your beliefs are so strongly against the military/government you are a threat to national security"...There are others but it's pointless to go on, those are the three they listed him as having, as such they kicked him out immediately after the psych screen.

This is a dangerous man to the country, he is charismatic and a fabulous liar. He also is a communist in the sense the North Vietnamese were communist, keep the population dumb with a ruling class, thus not really all that communistic. He's also willing to kill, steal, or take advantage of people to get ahead...No i'm not talking about the current congress, nor the President of the united states, but I can guarantee you...If someone doesn't get rid of this man soon he will eventually get his power, and it will be devastating.

Awesome letter!

I'm a home grown American citizen, 53, registered Democrat all my life. Before the last presidential election I registered as a Republican because I no longer felt the Democratic Party represents my views or works to pursue issues important to me. Now I no longer feel the Republican Party represents my views or works to pursue issues important to me. The fact is I no longer feel any political party or representative in Washington represents my views or works to pursue the issues important to me. There must be someone. Please tell me who you are. Please stand up and tell me that you are there and that you're willing to fight for our Constitution as it was written. Please stand up now. You might ask yourself what my views and issues are that I would horribly feel so disenfranchised by both major political parties. What kind of nut job am I? Will you please tell me?

Well, these are briefly my views and issues for which I seek representation:

One, illegal immigration. I want you to stop coddling illegal immigrants and secure our borders. Close the underground tunnels. Stop the violence and the trafficking in drugs and people. No amnesty, not again. Been there, done that, no resolution. P.S., I'm not a racist. This isn't to be confused with legal immigration.Two, the TARP bill, I want it repealed and I want no further funding supplied to it. We told you no, but you did it anyway. I want the remaining unfunded 95% repealed. Freeze, repeal.

Three: Czars, I want the circumvention of our checks and balances stopped immediately. Fire the czars. No more czars. Government officials answer to the process, not to the president. Stop trampling on our Constitution and honor it.

Four, cap and trade. The debate on global warming is not over. There is more to say.

Five, universal healthcare. I will not be rushed into another expensive decision. Don't you dare try to pass this in the middle of the night and then go on break. Slow down!

Six, growing government control. I want states rights and sovereignty fully restored. I want less government in my life, not more. Shrink it down. Mind your own business. You have enough to take care of with your real obligations. Why don't you start there.

Seven, ACORN. I do not want ACORN and its affiliates in charge of our 2010 census. I want them investigated. I also do not want mandatory escrow fees contributed to them every time on every real estate deal that closes. Stop the funding to ACORN and its affiliates pending impartial audits and investigations. I do not trust them with taking the census over with our taxpayer money. I don't trust them with our taxpayer money. Face up to the allegations against them and get it resolved before taxpayers get any more involved with them. If it walks like a duck and talks like a duck, hello. Stop protecting your political buddies. You work for us, the people. Investigate.

Eight, redistribution of wealth. No, no, no. I work for my money. It is mine. I have always worked for people with more money than I have because they gave me jobs. That is the only redistribution of wealth that I will support. I never got a job from a poor person. Why do you want me to hate my employers? Why ‑‑ what do you have against shareholders making a profit?

Nine, charitable contributions. Although I never got a job from a poor person, I have helped many in need. Charity belongs in our local communities, where we know our needs best and can use our local talent and our local resources. Butt out, please. We want to do it ourselves.

Ten, corporate bailouts. Knock it off. Sink or swim like the rest of us. If there are hard times ahead, we'll be better off just getting into it and letting the strong survive. Quick and painful. Have you ever ripped off a Band‑Aid? We will pull together. Great things happen in America under great hardship. Give us the chance to innovate. We cannot disappoint you more than you have disappointed us.

Eleven, transparency and accountability. How about it? No, really, how about it? Let's have it. Let's say we give the buzzwords a rest and have some straight honest talk. Please try ‑‑ please stop manipulating and trying to appease me with clever wording. I am not the idiot you obviously take me for. Stop sneaking around and meeting in back rooms making deals with your friends. It will only be a prelude to your criminal investigation. Stop hiding things from me.

Twelve, unprecedented quick spending. Stop it now.

Take a breath. Listen to the people. Let's just slow down and get some input from some nonpoliticians on the subject. Stop making everything an emergency. Stop speed reading our bills into law. I am not an activist. I am not a community organizer. Nor am I a terrorist, a militant or a violent person. I am a parent and a grandparent. I work. I'm busy. I'm busy. I am busy, and I am tired. I thought we elected competent people to take care of the business of government so that we could work, raise our families, pay our bills, have a little recreation, complain about taxes, endure our hardships, pursue our personal goals, cut our lawn, wash our cars on the weekends and be responsible contributing members of society and teach our children to be the same all while living in the home of the free and land of the brave.

I entrusted you with upholding the Constitution. I believed in the checks and balances to keep from getting far off course. What happened? You are very far off course. Do you really think I find humor in the hiring of a speed reader to unintelligently ramble all through a bill that you signed into law without knowing what it contained? I do not. It is a mockery of the responsibility I have entrusted to you. It is a slap in the face. I am not laughing at your arrogance. Why is it that I feel as if you would not trust me to make a single decision about my own life and how I would live it but you should expect that I should trust you with the debt that you have laid on all of us and our children. We did not want the TARP bill. We said no. We would repeal it if we could. I am sure that we still cannot. There is such urgency and recklessness in all of the recent spending.

From my perspective, it seems that all of you have gone insane. I also know that I am far from alone in these feelings. Do you honestly feel that your current pursuits have merit to patriotic Americans? We want it to stop. We want to put the brakes on everything that is being rushed by us and forced upon us. We want our voice back. You have forced us to put our lives on hold to straighten out the mess that you are making. We will have to give up our vacations, our time spent with our children, any relaxation time we may have had and money we cannot afford to spend on you to bring our concerns to Washington. Our president often knows all the right buzzword is unsustainable. Well, no kidding. How many tens of thousands of dollars did the focus group cost to come up with that word? We don't want your overpriced words. Stop treating us like we're morons.

We want all of you to stop focusing on your reelection and do the job we want done, not the job you want done or the job your party wants done. You work for us and at this rate I guarantee you not for long because we are coming. We will be heard and we will be represented. You think we're so busy with our lives that we will never come for you? We are the formerly silent majority, all of us who quietly work , pay taxes, obey the law, vote, save money, keep our noses to the grindstone and we are now looking up at you. You have awakened us, the patriotic spirit so strong and so powerful that it had been sleeping too long. You have pushed us too far. Our numbers are great. They may surprise you. For every one of us who will be there, there will be hundreds more that could not come. Unlike you, we have their trust. We will represent them honestly, rest assured. They will be at the polls on voting day to usher you out of office. We have cancelled vacations. We will use our last few dollars saved. We will find the representation among us and a grassroots campaign will flourish. We didn't ask for this fight. But the gloves are coming off. We do not come in violence, but we are angry. You will represent us or you will be replaced with someone who will. There are candidates among us when hewill rise like a Phoenix from the ashes that you have made of our constitution.

Democrat, Republican, independent, libertarian. Understand this. We don't care. Political parties are meaningless to us. Patriotic Americans are willing to do right by us and our Constitution and that is all that matters to us now. We are going to fire all of you who abuse power and seek more. It is not your power. It is ours and we want it back. We entrusted you with it and you abused it. You are dishonorable. You are dishonest. As Americans we are ashamed of you. You have brought shame to us. If you are not representing the wants and needs of your constituency loudly and consistently, in spite of the objections of your party, you will be fired. Did you hear? We no longer care about your political parties. You need to be loyal to us, not to them. Because we will get you fired and they will not save you. If you do or can represent me, my issues, my views, please stand up. Make your identity known. You need to make some noise about it. Speak up. I need to know who you are. If you do not speak up, you will be herded out with the rest of the sheep and we will replace the whole damn congress if need be one by one. We are coming. Are we coming for you? Who do you represent? What do you represent? Listen. Because we are coming. We the people are coming.

Sometimes there's a big bear even in the tiniest of cubs.

Goodness, first post doo doo doo doooooooo! What shall I write about? I joyous and interesting question Mr. Bear! Yes I throught so too!

Over the past few months life has been hectic. We did our Europe trip...Which I don't feel like rewriting so i'll just copy/paste what I told my girly girl!

"My trip was awesome and oddly enough the best location was Turkey.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/evanf/sets/72157618806396357/ <-- Those are all my pictures from the trip.

Each picture should be tagged with the location it was taken. I'm afraid I didn't really sort them out as far as doubles are concerned so many pictures are of the same thing just from a slightly different angle.

We spent the first 2 nights in Germany with my sister, just kind of relaxing and getting ourselves on the correct time. After Germany we headed down to Venice, the GPS we got before the trip saved our lives as far as driving is concerned. We stayed in a hotel just outside of Venice proper and as we had to board the cruise boat th next day we decided to try and get most of Venice proper done that evening...We ended up getting all of Venice done as we got horribly lost for nearly 5 hours. I've never been to a more confusing place in my life, it was literally a maze. We eventually made it back to our hotel outside of Venice proper and we decided not to risk going back into Venice itself as we might get lost and miss our boat.

We got on the boat and of course as it was a cruise it was awesome =P our first stop was Croatia which is what I was most excited about, and Croatia was absolutely gorgeous. The war was like Caribbean blue but the weather is more or less like Southern California there, so perfect all year round. Our second trip was to Turkey which I didn't really what to expect from, but it turned out to be the best stop on the trip as far as historical and just plain unique goes. We saw Ephesus and also where supposedly the Virgin Mary died and also some of the new accomplishments of their country as they're trying very hard to become a modern tourist country. After that we ended up going to two Greek isles...I've not got much to say about that. Greece I just plain didn't like.

After we got off the cruise we headed up to Rome which is where my first pizza horror story goes. My brother can't read which is what you first need to know, second thing you need to know is I can hear. So my brother orders Salmone pizza...He read Salami and I heard Salami, so instead of a typical Salami pizza we got Salmon and oh my goodness. Imagine a pizza with literally fillets of Salmon on it. It was horrible. We got it to go and ended up using it as Frisbees on the way back to our car. We figured some of the cats might like it.

Rome was more or less what you might expect, the only thing unexpected about Rome was how good their subway and train system was. Absolutely amazing, so we actually covered all the major stops in Rome in a single day. The next day we did all of Vatican city. Vatican city is kind of cool if you like art, but then same can be said for Rome...I don't like art though hehe.

We then drove up to Lago Di Garda which is like a Germany resort town in Italy it was pretty, but nothing particularly impressive, just a massive lake with markets around it. However, this is where pizza horror story two comes in. This time it was a problem with translation. "Speck" is like, bacon fat in German. I love Bacon on my pizza and so I figure these are Italians, they probably aren't translating it correctly, they probably mean Bacon...Wrong. I order that thing and it's a gorgeous looking pizza covered in RAW bacon fat. That fat was maybe cooked just enough to get the distinct taste of raw pork stuck in every inch of that pizza. OMG, couldn't eat even a single piece. We spent the night there and headed back up to Germany.

After that we hung around in Germany with a lunch day in Austria and eh, that's it more or less. It was a great trip."

Then of course...I came back and lost my job...This sucks, no money down to my last $90...=( Petrol is expensive again too. =(

I'm trying my best to get into University of Southern Indiana come this fall...But not really, that's a little short notice for me and my girlfriend. I hope to truly get in come Spring of next year. We'll see though =P

That's all that's new though, so meh...